RN, still.

I 'm a big fan of playing it safe. I've always been afraid of taking risks knowing that it is somehow synonymous with  uncertainty.  Because in risk taking, we could only possibly fall into two things: either we'll make it, or break it.  That is why we should invest on great faith. We should trust ourselves and most of all, trust God.

Two months ago, I wrote an article about  "Dreams and Gamble", in which I came up with a decision to take a risk.

It was a risk choosing to be back on a bum state knowing that I could have finish my units for MA if only I enrolled as a full-time student this semester. It was a risk to take an examination which would determine my future career path.  And, the risk has been done. And, I have no regrets. :)

Yesterday, I already received my examination result. This might sound melodramatic, but before I officially came up with my decision two months ago, I first asked God for a sign. Since I am fully aware that med school is not just a walk in the park plus, the financial expense that accompanies it. - "If I could get a percentile rank of 85...I'll go with med school. But if not, I'll continue with the Nursing profession."

Sadly, I didn't reach the 85 percentile rank. Although I am few steps closer already... I did my best. But, if this is God's will..so be it. After all, He never fail to answer my every prayer, this is just the first time He said "no". So, I guess, this is it...

I don't consider this instance as a misfortune, though. I would actually consider myself as a lucky one. 

At least now, my career path is clear to me. 

RN, still. :)