Happy Feast Day, St. Valentine!:)
Aryt, so it's Valentine's Day once again. I bet this is yet another special day for people out there who are inlove. And, as for me? It is just an ordinary day since I do not have any special someone to share this special occasion with.HAHA. Don't get me wrong, I am not lonely nor bitter. As cliched as this might sound but yes, I am contented with my current status: HAPPY. :)
Two years down the line. And, when I look back at the days when I was all giddy with the first discovery of love, I find that the grass was greener, the air was fresher and even the sun was kinder. It seems like everything was wonderful and new.
I must admit, after surviving a heartbreak, it's never easy to lay the door of my heart open because I am fully aware that love and rejection both get in the same way. Thus, I would envy people who can plunge right after into a relationship even by just some tentative attempts of getting to know another person. I envy those who are not afraid to go after their happiness and the consequences that accompany it. I envy people who could go from conquest to conquest without feeling diminished by it. I don't know if I could be like them. I don't want to be like them at all. If I have one hope that would be - a love of a lifetime. And, definitely not a conquest after another.
I don't know when will God would send me my Prince Charming. All I know is that, when that day comes... all my fairy tale dreams will come true and I will be the happiest person on earth. :)
Two years down the line. And, when I look back at the days when I was all giddy with the first discovery of love, I find that the grass was greener, the air was fresher and even the sun was kinder. It seems like everything was wonderful and new.
I must admit, after surviving a heartbreak, it's never easy to lay the door of my heart open because I am fully aware that love and rejection both get in the same way. Thus, I would envy people who can plunge right after into a relationship even by just some tentative attempts of getting to know another person. I envy those who are not afraid to go after their happiness and the consequences that accompany it. I envy people who could go from conquest to conquest without feeling diminished by it. I don't know if I could be like them. I don't want to be like them at all. If I have one hope that would be - a love of a lifetime. And, definitely not a conquest after another.
Dear whoever you might be, I'm still waiting...patiently.
<3
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